TiBcHiCk - Live Performance in Swiss

 

This is why I never do live performance lol. People won’t notice it maybe but I was having an anxiety attack while performing this. You will see me getting thirsty and my voice started to change a bit. Maayn I felt like I was lost in Sahara dessert looking for water lol. When I was a little girl I always use to perform on stage without feeling anything but ever since I’ve got this anxiety disorder it made my life difficult and even doing simple task in my life became so hard. So the message behind this is, no matter what you are going through or dealing with and if you have some disorders or diseases which makes you feel weak, I say fight back. Go after what you want and do what you love. You are strong you can do this, Even though this stage was very small and I wasn’t nervous cause of the people sitting in front me, it was just my brain and anxiety trying to fuck things up for me. Anyways enjoy my live perf, I haven't watch this vid yet and not planning to either ( cause I'm embarrassed ) lol.