“Honesty”—from “Order Disorder Reorder Part 2: Disorder”
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Lyrics:
If I told You I still trusted You
I’d honestly be lying through my teeth
But it’s funny how it’s always You
I’m talking to when I say I don’t believe
I tell You leave, but You won’t go
I’m in so deep, and I don’t know what’s going on
I gave You my heart
So tell me why is it broken
If You’re the healer
Why are my wounds still open
What do You want from me
Are You sure You want everything
Even my honesty
I’m sorry if this comes out wrong
I’m afraid I shouldn’t talk with You this way
But I hope You hear my heart that hurts
Buried in the angry words I say
I told You leave, But please don’t go
I’m in so deep, and I don’t know what’s going on
Hallelujah, hallelujah
Hallelujah I’m going through hell
Hallelujah, hallelujah
I’m still singing that it is well
I know You’ve promised that You won’t leave me broken
But right now I need to know You’re here in this moment
Why won’t You answer me
What do You want from me
When all I can bring You is my doubt and my anger
You’d still rather fight with me than let us be strangers
Is that what You want from me
The way You get close to me
Are You sure You want all of me
All of my agony
All of my questioning
Even my honesty
