you haven’t seen your friend in awhile, and when you happen to be back in town, he invites you over to the cafe he works at to have a little chat heh
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I have missed you tremendously. I know it’s been awhile but hey! I hope I wasn’t away for too long, but I’m doing great, just extremely busy if that wasn’t evident enough.
Also, I know my upload schedule is really sketchy and I unfortunately can’t promise to be consistent onward because of school and work but I promise I won’t be leaving permanently any time soon heheh
Enough about me though. Yeah im looking at you
I really fucking missed you and I hope you’re well. Isn’t fall such a beautiful season? I’m really enjoying the weather right now, but I know that school usually starts to kick in full throttle for most of us during this time and maybe it’s just me but I find myself being too distracted to enjoy the scenery around me.
And, if you don’t have school, it may be work related stress, or just life in general. Either way, it’s easy to get carried away in the nuances of these stresses and so I think it’s really important for us to acknowledge what we also do outside of these things. Maybe the walk you’ll take will be really scenic and beautiful or hanging out with your loved ones will turn out more reassuring and relaxing than you anticipated! The point is, we’re a lot more outside of what we center our energy and focus on, particularly career and education wise (not to say those things aren’t important), but that when we become discouraged from burnout or from an ungodly load of stress, there will always be other areas in our day that can ground us.
Take it easy and trust yourself. You’re worth more than you know heh so go put in that work you strong and diligent and absolutely dazzling individual, I know you can!
p.s. I’m cheering you on from the bleachers
p.s..s.s.
I’d like to say, as always, my endless thank you’s that stem from the bottom of my heart, because you never fail to blow me away. You see, when I initially started my channel, I genuinely, I mean GENUINELY did not think this many people would turn to my videos, and because of the rapid growth that I have experienced over the short amount of time, it has and still shocks me (and even that is an understatement). I can’t believe we’re at around 50 thousand subscribers and what’s so hilarious is that within the first week of making my videos, my goal was actually to reach 10 thousand subscribers by the end of the year LMAOOO SO THANK YOU YOU ARE THE BEST
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music used:
coffee lounge - cafe music bgmc
wasted - summer walker
honey - raveena
i don’t know you - the marias
smoke - vbnd
pretty boy - the neighbourhood
give you the world - steve lacy
