Lyrics:
I’m sorry my standards weren’t low enough,
I was committed to you, I never gave you up,
I let my guard down, ‘cause I gave a fuck,
My heart’s tired now, wish you wake it up,
My mistake was us, I’m sorry,
That I tried to know you, I’m sorry,
For the love I showed you,
Never meant to hold you, never meant for for this to be all me,
I’m sorry, that I never lied to you,
That I had so much pride in you,
All those nights with you,
I wish I would have never tried with you,
I wish I would have instead said goodbye to you,
I wasn’t right for you, I couldn’t give you less,
No matter what I tried, I couldn’t be much less,
Now at night I stress, because of my progress,
I Should have stayed the fuckin same thuggish mess,
that I was, like damn,
I’m sorry I reached for your hand,
I’m sorry I wasn’t more less of a man,
I’m sorry I’d stand, up for you and,
I’m sorry, that I had faith in you,
I’m sorry, that I even stayed with you,
Or even dated you, even tasted you,
Now all I got left is fucking hate for you,
I’m sorry, that I couldn’t hate your guts then,
I knew I should have listened to the rest of my friends,
Knew I should of expected next to nothing,
But I dreamed of something that I couldn’t trust and I’m Sorry,
That you meant a lot to me,
I’m sorry, that you never bothered me,
I’m sorry, for killing you with honesty,
But honestly? You wasn’t what I’d thought you’d be,
Im sorry, I never had worse intentions,
Should of treated you just like all ya exes,
Put you on a pedestal and called you precious,
When I should have been skeptical for less perfection,
I’m sorry, that I never cheated on you,
I’m sorry, that I didn’t lead you on too,
Gave my all for us, just to fall for what,
Some would call a love, but I call it you,
I’m sorry,
I deserve better, my nerves fed up and I can’t take it, I can’t face it, I just wanna scream till my words catch up, I’m gone,
I’m sorry for listening, instead of ignoring you,
Sorry for whispering, rather than scolding you,
Why am I witnessing me getting over you, like
FUCK!
I’m sorry for all of this,
I could have saved you from thinking you wanted this,
I want the best but with you that is not a wish,
Sorry for thinking that you would hold on to this,
I’m sorry for hopes and dreams,
I’m sorry for notes I sing,
I’m sorry for opening my heart to you and I’m sorry it’s more than you’d hoped it be,
Im sorry for choosing you, yeah,
Bitch I was confusing you,
With somebody else, you’re just bad for my health,
I was catching those feelings and puking too,
I’m sorry, I never was a drug addict,
I’m sorry I never had a drug habit,
Maybe we’d of lasted, if I dropped some acid,
If I snorted coke, smoked meth but that’s shits not worth it,
Never touched it on purpose,
Maybe if I did, our real love would surface,
Im sorry, that I want a life with purpose,
That just ain’t for me you’re that drug in person, god damn.
I’m sorry for being a good daddy to our baby girl, I’m sorry I didn’t walk out on you both,
I’m sorry I tried to give you the world,
My bad,
I had different views, I just couldn’t see,
That I’m not for you and I’ll never be,
That I wanted you and a family,
I guess what I’m tryin to say is I’m sorry for being me,
Yeah,
I guess what I’m trying to say is I’m...sorry for being...me.
Original Lyrics wrote and performed by: Whyte Smoke
(Prod. By Asande)
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