I added subtitles for when Chan speaks so please make sure to put subtitles on :)
Chan's cover has been on repeat non stop since he released it, so I wanted to make something for it. I'm not really happy with this video, but it's the best I can do with the crappy editing software I currently have. I really should upgrade.... Okay, but back to Chan. Honestly his voice is heavenly, his tone is so beautiful and you can really hear his emotions. He is a real life angel! I've cried so many times listening to this cover, it was his birthday, but we were the ones receiving the best gift of all. Thank you so much for sharing this with us Chan, I love you!
Lyrics:
At some point, I used to wish
I would disappear from this world
The whole world seemed so dark
and I cried every night
Will I feel better if I just disappeared?
I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me
During those beautifully beautiful days,
I was in pain
I hated myself
for not being able to receive love
My mom and my dad,
they’re only looking at me
It’s not how I really feel
but I keep getting farther away
What do I do?
What do I do?
What do I do?
What do I do?
The saying time is medicine
was really true for me
As the days went by,
I really got better
But sometimes, when I’m too happy,
I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
I’m afraid that someone will take away this happiness
Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful
I was hurting and hurting
but the pain wouldn’t go away
My friends, all these people,
they’re only looking at me
This isn’t how I really am
but I keep getting farther away
But still, maybe I can be
A bright light in this world
Maybe after all of that pain
I can shortly shine a light
So I couldn’t give up
I couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this
I will find myself
How painful must it have been?
How painful must it have been?
How high must my hopes have been?
